music, makes the people, come together, yeah

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wat for ya doin all these stuff... wan me to quit from this?? i wun do as wat u wish...sorry about it...If i do as wat u wish i'm indeed doin something tat is terrible for myself... I'm not being neither selfish nor being in a mood of destroying relationship.. i wun giv up something that i'd been hoping for few yrs.. these period of time although it's quite a hard time but i enjoyed the process...

Maybe wat u wanna ask is y i will like this gal... the reason is simple... i luv her.. although being with her is just a very short period of time.. but this realli is a turning point of my life.. she tells me wat love is wat romance is... because of her my life had changed.. and all i hav now is mainly because of her.. she tells me a lesson which i will nvr forget.. to love the ones while they r still by ur side.. i can say that breaking up with her is not something i wanted to happen last time.. i wished to be wif her.. but there's some prob which i think u should not need to noe.. Talking to her is a kind of relax... yes i used to be a freaking flirt.. but now i dare to stand up and say that i'm realli faithful to her because of rachel.. the real relationship i'd been hoping for is just to be with her.. i'm sry for her.. i'd done the worst decision ever in my life 2 yrs ago.. that's all for me.. i knew that she suffered through the period of time and i noe me myself did suffered too.. and i couldn't tolerate now.. that's y i'm back to look for her.. i just couldn't stop thinking of her while in singapore.. although it's kinda a disappointment listening to her new relationship and being rejected, but i still stand in faith... i dun treat her as a fren.. i treat her as an important person in my life.. i'm willing to pay off anything in any terms or agreements because of her.. including my most precious thing, my music...

I did thought of giving up of her.. but i didn't... why?? because i can see.. i can see that the real happiness is not by her side.. romance is not being just sweet talk..not being just msn or sms.. not being just meeting each other everyday.. but but but.. it's about how u concern about each other and how u appreciate them.. the thing that will automatically come if these two are achieves is happiness. and wat i wanna see in her is happiness.. even though if she didn't choose me, i will be jumping up and down in joy if she is happy and passionate about her relationship.. that's the sacrifice i made for her... and and and.. love is not being just like an instruction.. it's never an order... but there's an order in love.. and the order comes from ur heart..

Lastly, hav an advice for ya.. think about wat'd u done.. does that realli achieve in making her feeling loved.. satisfy her.. giv her happiness...